RUBY JUDY's my girl.

Gosh, today was so much fun.. Me and Ganny got up super early and went to Jim's & then got all of his firefighting stuff done. [it'd be sweet if you'd pray that he gets into this school] He wants it SO bad. And then we rode his harley, Ruby Judy, while it was sunny and hot. :D Mmm, that has got to be my favorite thing on the planet to do.. it's the free-est thing <-- [not sure how to say that.. freest? freeest.?] derrr.

And later tonight, I've gotta make a resume for this job I'm applying for... It's a mental health clinic [and it's a total Jesus thing that this has fallen into my lap like this] and I know it's going to be a pretty tough job.. emotionally heart wrecking.. but I'm so excited and I know it'll be so rewarding and worth it! Plus, it's getting really old having my precious bf buy me everything.. I feel so helpless, it's disgusting. So, cross your fingers & say a prayer for that! Shanks :]

Okay, I just felt the need to verbally dump for a second.. so there ya go. Thanks for readinggg :] loff you. 

prayers..

Well, it's been awhile.. I haven't had the heart to write on here lately. Life's thrown some.. unexpected curves my way & I'm just clutching onto my Jesus' hand, trusting Him to pull me through. He always does. Some things I've always known, but never experienced [until now]:

Love is a choice. The lovey dovey stuff WILL go away after awhile.. you choose that person- their good, their bad & love every bit of them every day. Man, it's far from easy. But I choose him. 

One thing I have to keep in mind too- is that the Enemy will try & crush something that is fighting against him. If the person I love & am with are living for the Lord & we're better together for Him, then we will face more of the hard in life than others. I cling to this.

I'm out for now.. Keep me in your prayers. 

Love you all. :]

Feb 10, 2009

The sun brings me to life.

My eyes spark at the thought of seeing your face.

The waves of our hair dance around-

binding our souls together.

This music is my secret.

The Earth screams it's beauty through the shadows.

My heart is laughing with the trees.

We see more than them-

deep as roots.

It's like we're slow dancing on the highway-

when the sheets are pulled over our heads.

Take away the buildings & the lines.

They hold back the sky.

My skin craves the land-

my soul craves this dream.

Those winged beauties are calling my name.

I've lost all of myself in your eyes-

& I don't mind.

The cold freezes my ink.

It's beginning to flow now-

thick and heavy.

Yeah-

The sun brings me to life.

it starts.

well, this is my very first post & i am so jazzed about this!

writing is my passion & it'll be so nice to express myself and get some of these thoughts out of my head & onto a page. 

... unfortunately, today is NOT the day for me to dump.

i have a hot date tonight. yusss!

maybe tomorrow :]